okay its 4am and amber is barking outside my door. she never usually barks. sometimes i get nightmares that there is a ghost of my grandfather outside near the sala. he used to live with us, in a room right beside our altar. and where amber is, is pretty much right in front of it. maybe i'm just paranoid. but who can blame me, wouldn't you get freaked out when dogs bark at seemingly nothing? who are we to know, anyway.. i think its time to go to bed.