have you ever had one of those perpetual headaches? the ones which don't manifest themselves physically, but the ones that are just there... and those are the ones that are the most annoying.. and confusing. but we gotta put up with it i guess. its those times when you try to convince yourself that you don't care, but you still do, somewhere inside of you. sometimes i wish i can just shut off some parts of me that give me a hard time, but why bother.. you are who you are. :)

i don't know why i've never heard of this before, but its one of the greatest truths there is.. "everything is always, and never the same." good call, alana :)