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when you're tired from washing the dishes after a cook-fest with your hawaiian suitemates at 5am, after going out to watch a blues band in santa monica, when your two best friends are bickering and engaging in a petty fight, that's when you know that the night was an interesting one. i don't know about that last one though. but the rest is peachy keen! chalk one up for fun times! :)
breaded mozzarella sticks from the lair taste like molten plastic.

and i am terribly in love with my neighbor's martin.

there is an imminent need to catch up to the big projects at hand.. the one that casts the biggest shadow is the mergers project. ahh. sometimes i wonder why i'm a finance major. and today i was stuck in the "advanced information technology" lab cos this cute MBA student was looking for a pencil for her test, and of course being the idiot that i am let her borrow it, and she didnt return till 2 hours afterwards i was done with my assignment.. which was also quite harrowing, i had no idea why i was doing an information systems emphasis on top of finance, at that moment.

and in a month, i'm out of loyola forever. how good does that sound? how bad does that sound? what DO i hear?

alana and i watched open mic tonight, where to our horror, the girl sitting in front of us had half of the entire length of her butt crack exposed. they said SARS was contagious, but dude, that was a health hazard if i've ever seen one. of course she decided to go commando in her jeans - there was just no way that any form of underwear would slip lower, with the sheer amount of buttcrack we saw. and why did alana have to bring up the image of that old lady in puerto vallarta who had ass hair? which was so long, i would actually have paid one of those peddlers to braid her ass hair for her. not to be mean or anything.. it was just an extremely odd image. weird situations call for weird comments i guess. i just hope it doesn't happen to me. *cross fingers*

had an interesting conversation with alana. i feel that she's somewhat of a real psychologist, and its beginning to really interest me how they think. of course the schmuck thinks i'm not strong enough to deal with whatever she thinks of me, and basically told me to figure out my life myself. well, where's the fun in that?? although there must be some fun in trying to nitpick your brain and ego yourself, but i think that marks the onset of going crazy. and for some reason, talking about myself makes me feel selfish in a weird way anyway. maybe she was right, why do i even bother? agh.

very interesting weekend, it was ellen's birthday on thursday and hung out with a few deutscheland kids at harry o's. on friday was the theta formal with breanne, that was interesting as well. i had fun, i've never been on a formal and it was an experience. actually i was glad i was with bri, cos its not awkward to go with her and its all fun :) funny thing was that it was on fantasea one, the same boat that my sister had her reception at for her wedding.

today, i finally made it to amoeba records with alana, deidra and becky, and hoarded a few CDs. i got the CDs that i should've gotten a long time ago: smashing pumpkins - pisces iscariot, the singles soundtrack, ben harper - fight for your mind, kula shaker - peasants pigs and astronauts, and gomez - in our gun. the whole weekend i've been listening to a lot of smashing pumpkins, i just think billy makes simplyamazing music, in the most fundamental and artistic sense of the term.

well, now with this damn daylight savings crap, its now close to 4am. will i ever get to bed early and wakeup early like normal people do? but why be normal.. when at the end of the day you're still yourself anyway. hmmmMm. Ü

i don't want to graduate yet.
kathryn, alana and i finally saw deidra's mural at the thai restaurant, pam's place. it was originally rosalynn's thai right on lincoln, but they moved closer to venice. as deidra would put it, it was rather "spiffy"! good food, and an awesome mural of course ;) deidra rocks!

finished putting up more pictures.. and trying to resolve issues with the name servers and stuff. we'll see what happens over the next few days. i'm starting to get the hang of all this tech stuff going on. pretty funky!

happy cesar chavez weekend!

had a barbecue at my house on sunday. i bought the meat 2am the night before, and while i was in bed at 3, i remembered to heat the pool. of course i couldn't fall asleep with that troubling me, so i wokeup at 8am, turned up the heater and cleaned the pool a little bit. ah! the weather was just amazingly perfect!

thanks for everyone who went, i had tons of fun.. although we did run out of food, it was still good stuff! and now i'm back in school and back to projects and back to heartaches. guess you can't have your steak and eat it too.

i feel like the same guy i was in high school right now. its 234am, i'm in the middle of creating this outline for a presentation next week.. an outline i should've done two days ago, and my group probably thinks i'm such a slacker (which i am), and i didn't even show up for class today because i declared it a lovine holiday and slept in for the morning. agh.

and other things are occupying my mind, of course everyone in my apartment is having the same trouble.. me, jeremy, JJ, tom.. everyone except for nick i guess. what can we say, he just has lots of hawaiian hair growing on his back. heheheh.

i'm at a loss right now. i feel this certain way, but i feel like i don't have a grip on the situation, and i can't detach myself from it so easily as i would want... assuming that i wanted to detach myself in the first place. this shit always happens to me. always.

right now i really like LMU! just came back from the senior shindig at the birdsnest and its tons of fun, especially when its on campus which is weird and they had dollar drinks.. i had my share of heineys :) too bad i have all this shit to take care of this week, projects galore.. but LMU is turning into a really chill school!!! woooo!! i wish i had a couple of more years!! i love this!!! and i'm baking cookies, no one visits my site so its your loss. you could've had cookies tonight. :) walnut and chocolate chip, how can you go wrong?!?!?!?!
i haven't been getting a lot of sleep. of course i'm smothered by all these group meetings and stuff that i need to wakeup earlier than my classes and i can't even nap during the day. i used to live for catnaps in o'malley, but i guess the days of being awake at night and sleeping in the afternoon are days gone by. now its just days when i'm perpetually awake. well, i try to be. baahh.

meetings here, meetings there. projects here, projects there. here, there, frikkin' everywhere.

its been a wild wild weekend. saturday night was kelly's shindig, there were more than 30 kids packed in their apartment at one point i think. of course the RAs came and regulated but we all tried to be good and have "indoor voices." after awhile, i just started to take shots of skyy vodka, and everything is a blur from there. that's me in a state of blur.

this morning was st. patty's, headed out to brennans at 6am to drink! its probably the earliest beer i've ever had. :) let's see if there's anything else going on tomorrow. cheers to that! :)

i woke up at the ungodly hour of 830am today. for some reason, i was just suddenly awake. and so here i am, writing an essay thats supposed to be due today. last night was a trip, i didn't really want to go out but i headed out to holy cross and 83rd to the ADG house for a party. the place was just literally packed, and crazy stuff going on. all i can say is that apparently i was drinking pure vodka with lemon and some powder mix or whatever. vince called it something, but i forget. anyway, thats why i was surprised i woke up early. but that's good, cos i need to type this thing up as well as other stuff.. and then later on tonight, party harder with kelly's friends, mweheheh... :)
why do you always find yourself in places that you'd rather not be in, doing things you'd rather not do, feeling what you'd rather not feel. i'm sitting at my desk at 330am, just finished rewriting my mergers and acquisitions homework, feeling a little bit tired on all aspects of being. i need just a little push to keep me going.. this day has gone pretty sour. am performing mediocerly, and i just feel crappy. but i know this is because i've been expecting more from myself. bahh. its the last semester. who gives a shit?

deb called me today. i miss that girl! although the sneaky little schmuck did assign me to speak at the beta gamma sigma induction ceremony.. i wish i'd had the chance to hang out with her more, she's totally rad. but alas, all the shitload that we have to take care of on top of the already mounting carcass of shit that just seems to popup from fucking nowhere. ahhh. life. doesn't it smell funny?

here we go, my favorite soundtracks! jesus christ superstar, reality bites, empire records, singles, the crow, the jackal, the saint, dazed and confused.. my life, however, seems to come from the smashing pumpkins.
it's now 3am, and i'm in the middle of finishing this website for my e-business class. had i known this would take this long, i should've started this a week ago. but here we are, looking for other ways to keep ourselves from falling asleep, and trying to put a little work into the site here and there. *siigh*. i feel like i've regressed back into my high school ways.. there were pretty intense moments of procrastination then.. and i'm just over with that lifestyle. i need to keep myself in check the next time.

but who can you blame for not having any work done.. when i was at the beach? mwehehe... hey, i'm hungry. and jessica is talking about donuts. agh.



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